::more infrequent posting..or..I'm tired of the real world::

I haven't been online much. Maybe the real world is just sucking me in, or maybe I'm losing interest...but I feel like something is lost.

I am losing touch with alot of my friends online, and I know it's my fault.
I rarely check my email..I don't keep up with my stories anymore..I never draw pictures to put on my website..I rarely update my site at all.
I'm usually doing good to get 10 mins a week on my computer.

I'd like to say I've spent my time in a more fufilling manner, but I can't. I feel like I sleep, eat and work. Oh, I do workout occasionally :)

I feel like that creative spark I've always had is dormant right now.

I will say that I've spent alot of time thinking about what I want to do with my life. I realized the other day that the one thing that has been with me my entire life was he desire to learn about ancient history and myth. My love for fantasy came from the initial love of different cultures and beliefs. My stories have always been rooted in some form of mythology. I've always had this desire to know about the past.

Suddenly this interest has been revitalized...maybe that's part of the reason I haven't spent any time time online. (I can hear my friend Shaun..."whatever, Captain Atlantis.." listen buddy, the lemming theory isn't all that crazy!)

I really want to pursue this interest...I want to be an explorer... :)

Ah well, tonight I just need to go to bed....